Be honest, how many of you guys are losers, or NEETs.
Sometimes I just come here because I honestly don't have any friends; I think I just vent out my frustration here and blame niggers and Jews for things because it's fun and makes me feel better about myself.
Most of the gamers I play with always yell nigger and Jews, and when I look at their Steam profiles they usually have 100+ weekly hours, me included.
I don't have a job, I pretty much just browse here and cycle between four different games. When I lose I always call the opposing team a nigger or a faggot or something offensive, and it got me thinking about how I always made fun of blacks for living off welfare when I live under my parents.
I've never really put thought into this, but am I the only one here like this? Is the redpill just cynicism, not any real truth?
I'm so fucking pathetic, this place is the only place that makes me feel like I have a voice in the world. I tried Reddit once but then I couldn't hold an argument and resorted to name calling, but here our Id's are reset per thread so I could just post anything without repurcussions.
I don't know, but honestly, is anyone here successful, so I know I'm not backing up an ideal consisting of a bunch of failures. Like proof that you go to a good school or a good job, it would make me feel a lot better about myself, I'm having an epiphany.
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My deadbeat dad called child support on himself. He's that stupid. We went to family court and everything but it caused me to fail a bunch of classes because my mom refuses to go their alone.
> "Anon pls I might get lost" ; _ ;
My mom refuses to get a job. Even when I tell her to at least follow her dreams she just gives up without trying. I'm poor as fuck until the child support money starts coming in as we only get 1000 - 1200 a month from the government, 720 of which goes to rent. Already tried welfare, the people who work at there are paid to interrogate you, that's exactly what it feels like. They assume you're going on welfare because you're trying to abuse the system, they laugh about you at the water cooler and treat you like filth. They disgust me. I'm still trying to find a job but now I can only apply for part time positions because I found out a while ago I need to take summer school if I ever want to apply for university. Apparently I have more than enough credits to graduate but not enough to attend university. It's been 2 years waiting to get into uni and I'm an artist, what's the fucking point of trying anymore when I can do it myself without $20,000+ debt. Meanwhile they let some SJW bitch from my high school that just started drawing a few years ago. Art school is a joke. It's not like I'm lazy either. I just keep getting dragged down by all this shit I can't control and it pisses me off. Can't wait to get a wagecuck job.
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