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Anonymous 08/05/15(Wed)17:35:45 No.632800338▶
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Anything you wanna say /b/? Let it out
Also Feels thread
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i wanna cry can we/i get some sad music?
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this pretty much says it
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>>632800338 (OP)
I hate everything about me, my life sucks in my eyes. I have nothing to life for. Hell, I wonder if anyone missed me if I died...
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>>632800776
mayb not sad but https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hEaqjN27H-0 [Embed]
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>>632800338 (OP)
anyone want to count number of virgins in this thread?
>be me 21
1
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>>632802178
21
2 now
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>>632800338 (OP)
Didnt plan to, but OK.
People ask me, why do I spend whole days playing video games or watching anime (I tell them I watch movies coz I dont know how would they react if I told them the true...huh).
Well, coz I hate myself for who I am. I am useless piece of sarcastical, cynical asshole shit.
I have never achieved anything I probably never wont coz I am too lazy to do so.
So thats why I play those games. Coz in games, I can be someone else. Someone who saves the day. Hero. Or even Villain. But just someone else than me.
Yeah. And when I fuck up or dont like situation? I can load the game and try again.
And when I play long enough I can forget about how I shitty really am and be actually happy. At least for a short time.
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>>632802702
what is your excuse?
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I failed my studies in a fucking awesome university in mechanical engineering because I'm a fucking retard. It's not even that I lacked the skills, it's just a whole set of unlucky circumstances and bad decisions that ultimately got me to fail.
Now I have to join a shit engineering school with all the half-wits and I feel like I'm filling forms to go back to primary school.
I'm also too old to go back to the other university afterwards to do my masters.
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>>632803101
Jesus, anon
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>>632802178
>22
3
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>>632800338 (OP)
i've been unhappy for a pretty long time for no reason at all
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>>632802702
18 yo virgin here
3 now
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>>632803214
I'm >>632803520
I was at a boys boarding school from 12 to 18, so zero interaction with girls
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>>632803214
i dont know, i see no point in it really, and was raised in a ''''''cult''''' for lack of a better word, so i never had any girl friends.
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>>632803887
good to know man.
it's better to let i out.
i got size isssues and a little social anxiety..
even though i look like a russian mobster
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>>632803586
>>632803520
how about youz guys?
let it out man
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I have a crush on my only friend. i cant live without her. she is my everything.
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>>632800338 (OP)
I am most happy when I play games or browse Internet.
But in the end of the day, in darkness I am holding tears tryining not to cry. Because I know that the most happy moments of my life werent real.
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I woke up this morning and forgot about Dre
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>>632804759
*trying
I cant even write
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>>632804133
but i dont really see it as a problem, i just dont really care. And i belive true love dont exsist. but you dont take advice from a 21 kissles faggot
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>>632805177
of course true love doesn't exist.. if you don't work it out.. if you don't work it.. you kill it.
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>>632805177
Love? Oh, yeah, it exists. Its fucking great. It only hurts you and leaves you broken mostly. Personal experiences
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>>632800776
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTA0DSfrGZ0 [Embed]
from the last episode of rick & morty
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>>632800338 (OP)
I miss my school partners; 5 years since the last time we just go.
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>>632800338 (OP)
Too much shit happened to me lately
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>>632805444
i got trips.. they never lie..
anyway.. i was the starter..
>>632805177
i don't know man.. i hear the bullshit about the 6 inches.. i'm 6(+.2 sometimes) inches long.. 6 inches circumference... i know they say normal and other shit.. but i know.. deep down that it is too small so i say fuck it.. i don't need women.. i'll go home watch some porn hate me for a small dick.. can't talk to women. i mean i stumble.. mumble... can't talk at all.. fuck .. just don't do what i do and do something about yourself man..
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You guys wanna know why i'm still alive?
>not my comic. I'm also >>632804726
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>>632803586
>>632804327
"he's nice but not really my type"
everytime
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>>632800338 (OP)
>i fucked my gf in ass
>pulled dick out
>have poop on it
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> be me
> Entering high school
>Cool class , we start to create bonds
>After one year and a half , we are like a huge family
> This guy , John , is a quiet man , but a good guy
> Slowly , he starts to going out with the squad
>He is leaving to study abroad today , coming back after three years (or never)
> We scheduled a last soccer match as a farewell party (last time I'll see him)
> Everybody goes home after the match
>mfw when my neighbor starts to play "See you again''(wiz khalifa)
Kinda boring , but I needed to write this
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>>632806460
This. Shit. Man. This... I just cant. Thats too much similiar to my life...
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>>632800338 (OP)
I miss my ex-girlfriend
I miss my best bro who's been completely cucked, whipped and Brendan Fraser'd by his gf
All my friends are going away on a couples' holiday without me
I had a breakdown like a week ago and my dad says he's arranging for me to see a shrink, but I feel fine right now and I'm worried I'll feel fine on the day I see the shrink.
Like I only feel shitty sometimes.
Also I'm very uncertain about the future and what I'm doing/where I'm going in life.
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I can't talk to girls man
I'm really funny and confident with people, but I just crumble when I try to talk to girls. They're like a different species
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>>632806657
fuck man... fucking hell i hate that shit.
why don't you tell them to go fuck themselves or to fuck off or something man?
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>>632800338 (OP)
I have a gf and i love her, after all this time being alone (2 years), finally i've met someone guys
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>>632806898
Never had gf either?
Think i should go for it? try to get her?
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Nobody give a single fuck about me. I live with my parents and bros, and they're out, eating at a restaurant, without me. If I didn't check their facebook, I won't ever know that. I can't find food, and I don't have money.
Being so transparent that your family forget you, check.
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>>632806953
Well, even if you could talk to girls, dont expect them to like you for being funny. I have been single through whole High School. I had many friends, even girls, but every time I tried to get close to any of them, I heard the same shit "You are really funny and great but not my type"
Girls dont want funny guys. They want assholes who hurt them.
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So I didn't plan on a thread like this popping up today. But I'll let it out. I feel like I need to.
I don't like myself all that much. I'm overly sarcastic, and I try to be nice to everyone but everyone thinks I'm arrogant and pretentious and thinks all I do is patronize them with my words. I have a small circle of people that I feel are my friends, but I keep hearing about how they talk about me behind my back sometimes because I'm apparently self centered and rude.
Only one of them has ever told me I'm a good person, just yesterday he said he was glad we were friends. I think he might be my only true friend.
I have a girlfriend. Well, a pseudo girlfriend at least. We've been friends for years, both have feelings for each other, but refuse to make any moves because we both know she's moving away in a few months to go chase her dreams. So why get that intimate for such a short time when it'll amount to fucking nothing.
Speaking of dreams. Mine are shit. And pointless. It's all pointless. At least it feels like it is... I wanna be a filmmaker. Not for the money, or for the glitz and glamour or fame. I wanna do it because Cinema means a lot to me. It's an amazing artistic medium and one that's gotten me through a lot over the years. It's inspired me in so many ways... I want to elicit the same feeling of wonder, and same inspiration.... The same... Hope. In others. But it won't go anywhere. I'm too poor to buy a quality enough camera to even get started. Not to mention I have no stories to tell, no ideas of what to make... I feel like I'm going to end up doing something I hate for the rest of my life and never getting to inspire anybody or do anything worthwhile.
I... I think I have some more, but this has gone on long enough, I don't wanna ramble on too much about my misery, after all you all got your own. I'll hang out here in case anybody wants to talk.
~J
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>>632807624
>Dress like an ass-hole ( )o( )
problem solved
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>>632807219
Try. But you will most likely end up broken and hurt. Happened to me few times already. But dont worry. /b/ always helped me out.
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>>632807294
Dem feels mate
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>>632807989
This girl is special.
only one that's nice to me.
but i see your point, and i expect that. i'm lucky if she likes me though.
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>>632807913
If only it was this easy ._.
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>>632808309
I wish you luck then
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>>632808334
Then what man?
Gona cry and be sorry? Fucking hell man.. at least your problem were clothes.. shit.. i got bigger issues than fucking clothes
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>>632808468
Thank you. /b/, you're my best friends.
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There is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
It's walking to the end of the tunnel that's the hard part.
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>>632807132
cause i'm not able to do that, but trust me i've tried
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>>632800338 (OP)
Why is she more distant ? Why can't I talk to her like before ? Is she still loving me ? Is she cheating on me ? Why can't I trust anyone ?
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I have the chronic fear that I will develop a serious illness someday.
Some nights I feel like I have a panic attack. Then I remember how lonely I am and my mother is the only one who I talk to about my life. I feel that it's going down the drain.
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I always had this dream you know. I always wanted to make games. No, not play games for money. But make games. Especially old Falloutish type of games and this kind of stuff. But I know that I will never be able to do that. Currently I am 18 and I am gonna finish school next year.
Everyone says I should be a doctor or someshit, but I just want to do what I like to do...But I cant...
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>>632808871
open your mouth and tell me to fuck off on this thread
motherfucker
come on bitch!
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>>632808570
Wait what? Clothes? Clothes never were my problem. My problem was that I am anything girls want...
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>>632808831
Light you say? Its not light, its a train
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>>632801751
We don't go anywhere when we die. People don't want to believe that because they don't like the idea that everything they've worked for will one day disappear.
But where were you BEFORE you were born? Can you remember? Or people with amnesia or Alzheimer's, they forget things so those memories literally vanish.
When you die your memories vanish and your mind is no more. People turn to religion because they aren't comfortable knowing that, but you can see through the bullshit, can't you?
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>>632809471
cool so you are what girls want
problem soved.
do not pussy out on me motherfucker
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>>632809170
Do what you want, even if you have to do it by your way. Make an indie game in your free time, and we will play it.
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I hate my job. I was passed over for a promotion. I had more experience, seniority, and I feel like I got fucked. I'm not mad at the people who got the promotion. I'm not even really mad at the assessors that said I wasn't good enough. I'm just angry because I feel like I've failed. And I'm stuck feeling like I'll probably never been good enough. Fuck this place.
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I started on a new medication and it gives me really weird dreams.
Last night I dreamt:
>Underwater Metal Gear with weird sexy squid monsters
>Rugrats 2: The NEXT Generation
>zombie Roman legates with big hearts
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>>632800338 (OP)
>tfw horse marriage will never be legal
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if you don't fucking love me then just tell me. you don't have to fucking lie just so I'll feel better. I'd honestly have you tell me that you don't love me than me sitting here thinking of stupid shit every fucking day. it's bullshit.
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OP here.
/b/, once again, you helped me to feel better. I felt horrible this evening, thinking about drinking some vodka and going to sleep coz I felt so lonely.
But You were there. You helped me.
Before this will go 404, I want to thank every single one of you.
Thanks for being here, posting and making my day at least a bit better.
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>>632810604
you're welcome, bro
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i'm still madly in love with this girl after 3 years.
we flirted for a year, and hung out every day.
she was my best friend, and i was hers. we were having casually sex etc.
i was so much in love with her, that everytime i saw her smile, i felt like i was melting.
i got butterflies in my stomach everytime i was just looking at her.
everytime i kissed her soft lips, i felt like the whole world could explode right at that moment,
and i would still survive.. because i had her.
but i didn't have the courage to ask her to be mine.
the weekend before i was going to ask her, i was attending to a party, where i was beaten,
left with 2 broken ribs and a hole in my skull.
i got hospitalized for 4 weeks,
and she didn't even gave me a call or nothing. when i got home from the hospital,
she were fucking the dude that jumped me.
the problem is i'm still madly in love with her.
it's crazy... the guy that jumped be, eventually became her boyfriend,
and they were together for 2 years, before breaking up because she found out he cheated on her for the whole 2 years.
so i guess it's kinda karma.
last i spoke with some of my friends who knows the dude, they said be became a huge junkie after the breakup,
doing meth and heroin on daily basic... but i guess he had that coming.
i haven't spoken with her since... but i'm still friends with her on my facebook,
and it kills me everytime i visit her profile, or when she's posting pics of herself.
i guess i should unfriend her, for my own best.
pic related
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>>632810604
Yeah...I know this...
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>>632800338 (OP)
ya wanna know?
OK I can't get be in any fandom with someone be verbally hateful. I don't mind telling people I'm a furry or a brony. I'm not what you see on the internet. I'm not the average looking neckbeard faggot brony. I look like an average geek and yes, I've met the fedora ones. They are normally pretty down to earth and cool. Me? You wouldn't know it unless you asked or I told you.
I would like people to get off the hate train. I mean I'm 23 and most people who think it's funny to make fun of bronies are around 18 and down and think it's ok to do so. But people my age and up normally don't give a fuck cause they are too busy to give a shit.
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>>632810504
thanks for the funny :)
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something I will never quite understand as I get older is the amt of hate people give fandoms. I mean if you're a furry, a bronie, into pokemon, yugioh, anything, in the matter of years, people will forget that people hated it and move on. Think of it this way, in about 10 years MLP will be seen as "godly" how so? well take Pokemon for instance, when it was around no older than 5 people still made fun of it. the only ones that REALLY make fun of pokemon at this point are are either teenagers or retard jocky people who thought it was stupid then compared to now.
Now, it's been almost 18 years since Pokemon has come out and people don't really care any more. You see a dude wearing a Pika shirt, no one cares, people think it's cool. I get more compliments from people my age or a little older saying"dude! I love Pokemon!"
Same thing with yugioh, but what bugs me about the 2 in general is the way people act about them. "I love Yugi!" Or "I love Kanto!"
It's like, do you even know about the other generations or regions.
I like a page called Gym Leader Misty, and yeah it's Kanto based however she does post things up to date of the anime/games. However what bothers me it's more Kanto and oldskool shit. The thing that bothers me the most is when I goto her page and people say that they gen 1 is the best. CRY CRY GENWUNNERS!
1/2
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I suppose as you get older you do still love the original more than the later on stuff which is why it was best. Think of it like this, Pokemon X/Y has been pretty dark as Pokemon gets. yugioh actually has a storyline now instead of always playing the TCG. Then you have the dumbshits that don't even play that only fucking collect, I'm sorry, but if you're going to fucking collect the cards LEARN TO PLAY GOD DAMN IT.
Why does this bother me? I'm a nerd/geek. I collect and play and I can teach you almost any card game I've ever played before. Why is collecting bad? You don't know their worth, you don't have any initial reason to have them. think of it this way, you have cards that someone could be using in a tourny right now but instead they are sitting in your binder not being used. THAT IS NOT THE INITIAL USE FOR THEM.
OK OK, I collect records cause I do like them but I have no way of playing them right now cause I don't have a record player, but will when I get the money. at least I have a plan
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>>632811228
Jesus, anon...
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>>632810510
and instead of just randomly not texting or calling me for 4 fucking days, you could at least tell me before hand about the situation so I don't have to keep fucking worrying about what'll happen. if you're going to keep doing this dumb shit then I'd rather you be out of my life.
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I'm scared to dream big because i know i'll never make it. I used to dream about going pro at esports but gave it up because i knew i was never gonna make it, kinda wanna get big in bodybuilding atm but i know it's not gonna happen
im just gonna get educated, get a lame job and thats probably it
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>>632811228
Look on the the bright side you hit it first
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>>632800338 (OP)
I can't decide if I want Chipotle or Panera for supper.
I had Chipotle for lunch.
Also work is paying.
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>>632811473
I'm sincere.
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>>632811558
>>632811489
Im sorry for your autism
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>>632811228
dude, i know this feel.
a girl and i were together for 3 years. It's been 5 years or so and I can't get her out of my mind. I've tried so much to forget her and my heart is still broken into pieces. But I did get a chance to talk to her for a little bit. I told her what happened to me and all I wanted was an apology. Her bf is my ex best friend. I thought I would be mad at him and I feel no hatred for him or madness. But for her, i felt this disapointment. She became nerdy and I didn't get what I did wrong. I am a fucking nerd from hell, see the big 2 part paragraph. I am a nerd. I'm ok with it. I'm a nerd that girls like cause I've had a few other GFs since then. I'm not fat, I'm not smelly, I don't dress like a retard. You wouldn't know me if you saw me kinda deal. I would look like a computer geek from geeksquad at most.
but my point is my heart was shattered, i would wake up screaming and in tears. Happened last week I believe. I cried for almost 2 hours and didn't do shit. I told my mom I just had a bad dream and she saw me and knew exactly what was up.
>>632812071
id like to know why im autistic anon, please explain why.
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>be me
>2 years since been with woman
>qt my friend fucked adds me on fb starts trying to talk
>go full stoned autist and don't respond
>get blocked
Happened last night and now I just sit here feeling like a lonely faggot.
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>>632809776
eggsalad
& on point
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Wanna hear a story how I fucked up my life few years ago?
>be me, 17
>ordinary guy, nothing special
>got bullied for some reason by two assholes
>had to take it every day for 2 years
>one day, I though "enough"
>I was walking down the corridor with my friend
>we had bottles of cola
>bullies appeard and kicked my friend on the floor
>kicked him few times
>"Watcha gonna do about it, Anon"
>I smashed one them with the bottle over the head and stabbed the other one with shards
>got kicked out of school coz bullies parents were richfags
Now, here I am...I could have been doctor...lawyer...but I a working in fucking Burger King coz no school wanted to take me...
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>>632813255
As someone who always liked the weird quiet girls, I guarantee there is a weird quiet guy pining for you.
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>>632800338 (OP)
I'm going to prison for rape even though I did not commit it, my grandmother is very sick in hospital, my girlfriend is cheating on me which I found out today. Shall I just an hero /b/?
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>>632813255
From my personal experiences with girls, I can say that EVERY girl can be beautiful.
No, people dont judge you for your look. They mostly dont give a fuck about your look. I am an asshole, sarcastical, cynical and not even close to handsome (Considered that girls arent attracted to me), but I dont give a shit. I have other advantages.
Focus on your advantages and your life will get better in no time.
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>>632814302
Thank you :3
You made my day
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>>632814711
>>632814302
thx guys :)
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>>632800338 (OP)
last mounth a 9/10 girl spent a weekend with me, she had sex with me too, probably for revenge to her ex she broke up 2 weeks earlier... she said he beat her twice and want to forget him and meet new ppl... now she is back with him again... iv never had a GF i tot its finally my time... im 24 almost
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nuHfVn_cfHU [Embed]
this shia guy is actually inspiring to me, i mean he has a point if you wanna get somewhere you just have to go for it it
JUST DO IT
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>>632803344
IKR. Also, check them
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So /b/, do you ever think about commiting suicide? I do. Often.
I fail in almost everything I do. I am not good at anything, but my friends? They are. And I am starting to hate them for that. Every time some of them say "Hey guys, I was first in this shit or that shit" it is like they said "Haha Anon, you looser, I was first and you didnt do a shit, you looser"
I hate myself for that, but I cant help myself... I just cant
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>>632816787
been there thought about that
i'd say just hold on it got better for me. dont compare yourself to others but to yourself only. also just go out and have a good time, stop giving a fuck
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>>632813371
well fuck you got up for yourself, not like the average fag here. and how could u have lived with yourself if you didnt came up for yourself. maybe if u spent time on the side on something else you love u might get out of that shit. easier said then done, but shit u never know. school is a fuckin overated prison anyways
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>>632803665
>21
5
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>>632814877
wait are you from croatia?
quiet, weird? hah sounds like my type of person
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>>632811616
It doesnt matter if you make it or not, just have fun doing what you love and see what happens.
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>>632816364
This.
He seems a joke, and not even serious, but I can tell this is straight from his fucking heart.
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>>632816787
No, dont do that. They may be better than you in some things, but I am pretty sure you are better than them in something else.
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>>632800338 (OP)
I cannot control my urge to masturbate to anthropomorphic creatures and do so for a very long amount of time. It started out normal, but then I needed something different, something more, and it led to this. The worst part is is that I am destined to perform this very action everyday for the rest of my life without any signs of it ending, and I know it will get worse. I am doomed to put a sock on my penis and masturbate to foxes with penises fucking sharks, and nobody understands how much I despise doing it. Knowing others will suffer the same fate and even grow to become worse and worse, probably even turning into self righteous faggots who think they are better than everyone because they are different, is something that breaks me too.
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it will be okay anon, keep your chin up
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>>632818392
I was kinda on that track already, that why i havent given up on lifting yet
thanks for the extra push /b/ro
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>>632800338 (OP)
a cucking bitch is the first girl to give me attention in a while. Fuuuucccckkkk.
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Guys. No matter how bad you feel, it can always get better. I'm only fairly young, over 18 tho no ban pls. But I have felt like how some of you have said. Hell, ive even attempted suicide. Mum found me passed out with rope round my neck. Wasn't the best plan. But since then. I felt like a new person. There's always someone that'll miss you I'd you go. Although you may not know who it is. They're always there. And it can always get better. It just takes the right state of mind. You can do it /b/. We can all get through this stinking pile of shit
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>>632800338 (OP)
This is pussy as fuck and I feel pussy as fuck but it's been over a year since I've seen her in person (I moved far far away) and a solid 4 months since we argued and I still can't stop fucking thinking about her and I still fucking love her even though I know I shouldn't and I've never felt this way before and it fucking sucks and this is a massive run-on sentence.
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I just ate $125 worth of crab legs and now I'm starting on a 12 pack of heineken. Feels good.
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>>632819647
Well, at least someone feels good tonight. Cheers /b/ro
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i convinced 5 friends to give me a case of beer (here thats 24 beers) if i complete dark souls on lvl 1... feels kinda good
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>>632819966
Nights are awesome. I find mornings depressing as fuck.
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>>632820473
Well, they are not so awesome when you are depresed and holding tears trying no to cry.
But I guess I know what you mean...
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>>632800338 (OP)
I feel emotionally jaded. I barely care about the people around me, or me for that matter. It's like I can't be happy, sad, angry or depressed. Instead I'm afraid, afraid that I will never become normal. Afraid that this jaded feeling will never go away. I wish I could care about people, it's the only true thing I want, since it's people that gives someone purpose. But I can't. Help me.
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I'm tired /b/. I'm tired of the damn ignorance. I'm tired of a society that rewards ignorance over intelligence. I'm tired of living in a place where how many likes you got on a picture is more important than world issues or what the government is doing.
i feel so frustrated everyday talking to my borderline retarded coworkers who's greatest worry is who's dick they're gonna suck next and who choose to remain ignorant of what goes on with our country because "who cares its too complicated"
I'm just tired and want a thermonuclear war to wipe humanities slate clean and give us a chance to start anew in the future even if I'm not part of it
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>>632820873
I take prozac for depression. It actually helps if you take the right dose. You should look into it.
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Feels threads are literally the only threads on /b/ that don't get derailed. It's like it's the only think that's sacred.
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>>632821423
had this problem too untill i found out those fuckers are happy as fuck. i guess im with them now
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I have always wondered if I am really ugly as fuck or there is some reason why girls never liked me. Dont get me wrong, I have friends who happen to be girls, but I never get close to any of them.
Guess thats my destiny. Live a life of friendzoned funny single guy...
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>>632821012
i feel that pain. rust is my nigga but i dont wanna spend the rest of my life like that
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>>632821653
*thing.
Learn to proofread, faggot.
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>>632800338 (OP)
they force you to come to this world and accept their ways, they sacrifice things for your wellbeing and happiness but since you don't have that one particular someone, or a bunch of people that help you forget about the lack of whatever you need, they have to witness how their efforts fall into the dirt and you are still depressed. when they look at you you know how they feel, they know you want to end up that miserable set of unfortunate events that you call your life, they eventually get angry and remind you about how you have responsibilites, which makes you even more depressed, because you didn't call for this, you didn't want to be born, and you can't just end it all because in the end it would ruin a bunch of other lives too, which set the goal to make you happy but they couldn't, you see your own goals shattered, people leaving, the disgust in your former lovers' eyes as they vanish, the emptiness in the crowd, people smiling over nothing, people being happy, all because there's no one you could actually approach, hug and be told: it's all righ I love you
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>>632821648
Well, I used to take Magrilan (Thats the only shit they give you in my country) when I felt really fucked up, but now ... I just cant force myself to take it again. I feel that I somehow deserve to feel this bad.
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I'm so tired of my life right now. Every day the people around me piss me off more and more, always breathing down my goddamn neck. I want to start over, leave it all behind. I want to move out west by myself far from everyone I know but unfortunately I can't afford to.
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>be me, 17 insecure dude
>few weeks back
>friend invites me to party
>first time in years some invited me
>fuckyessfinalysomethingcool.jpeg
>get real drunk
>chatting with this girl
>end up getting my first kiss (pic related)
>omfgggggggggg
>get her number
>have to wait 2,5 weeks until I could see her again
>talking was real awkward on whatsapp
>finally she comes to my home
>watch a movie
>completely mess up
>talking was super awkward
>get the feeling she isnt into me
>fml
>she is on vacation for 5 weeks after that
>feel bad about my body
>go to the gym to work on it
>end up training too hard
>have to throw up
>cant get myself to go gym anymore
Ive tried to become less shy for years but i still chocked :/
I just feel really lonely and bad about myself atm i dunno what to do now. just got nothing to look forward anymore.
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fuck you if you think of suicide and ignore all the people that love you, and fuck everyone that thinks nobody loves me. there is always somebody that you are worthy for. don't be an ignorant fucktard and take the easy way out.
also, the girl i've been trying to forget just messaged me cuz she was depressed. feeling like shit and this was the first day of my goddamn vacation that i've waited for a year. fuck.
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OK, I see everyone's posting their sensitive posts, so why not I join in ?
In this art school,when I was just a kid, I became friends with older classes because teacher made me attend extra classes with them, while I waited dad to pick me up (lived outside the city). There was this girl, edgy (art school, afterall) she was the magic for me. Not only I madly loved her, I also admired her as a person, she was an example for me of what one should be. Ofcourse We didn't had a relationship, just friends, not even good ones, if you ask me. Nothing special, since I was such a minor and a level 900 beta kid. She was, and still is the only person I ever truly loved. She's an ideal. I could almost start a cult of her. I got out of the school because It was "too hard for me" and I was a big faggot who didn't knew what he wants. And here I am now, thinking about her everyday, tried to contact her as a friend but everything went out weird and creepy. I don't know if I will ever meet her again, I would be pleased if I only would get to talk to her once, because she kind of became a part of me, or rather, she formed me as I am today, and she doesn't even know she makes such influence on someones emotions, mentality and even lifestyle. It would be easy if I wouldn't be afraid to freak her out, that would completely break me.
Thanks for reading, Anon. Not many would take this seriously, just like no one takes me seriously, I'm mostly a joke to everyone
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>>632822562
they only remember you when they need something
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>>632800776
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5JvbD2Zc9I [Embed]
pretty dank sadness
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>>632806460
right in the feelings, man. well done
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>>632823042
Right.In.The.Feels.
I know this way too good, Anon.
I spent last two years gathering courage to ask girl I madly loved out. But I didnt. Now, she has a boyfriend who happens to be my friend and I have no fucking idea what to do.
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>>632823079
who are you talking about the girls or people that love you? man, if you are talking about the people, yea there are some fuckwits around you but the ones that really love you will contact you using anything. asking for something is included. not talking about the dipshits that try to use you. just stay positive about it and don't think you have a right to upset people with your nonexistence.
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I do not know how to go about with women and have had some pretty upsetting experiences in the last year and now I feel hopeless whenever I feel attracted to someone. Don't get me wrong I've done stuff before but it was only off and on, and I want someone I can be more realistic with. Like, I don't know how to go about these things (slightly antisocial) any tips /b/?
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>>632824123
nah i was talking about the girls and "friends" that only remember you when they need something like help or someone to talk to but when thats over you're pretty much worth shit..
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His brain will be tasty.
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>>632824636
the girl and i got history, man. but i will not let her take place in my life again for sure. i was a beta faggot around her and learned my goddamn lesson well. not gonna be an ego booster for shit. and if you don't wanna feel like a person that people come for only to feel better, make them understand that you are fucking annoyed about this. even if it means that you have to be a dick about it. you will feel much better, i mean MUCH better not feeling like a fucking napkin.
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>19
To all you virgins here, don´t give up hope
just one month ago i lost my virginity and now i allready had sex a second time, all i did was speaking to girls like i would speak to a guy but compliment her a little
But i think all the porn i found on /b/ messed my head up a little cause i was not able to cum bouth times, and i think i like masturbating more than sex
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I used to talk to a girl for 2+ years, and we were really good friends.
Without knowing I fell in love with her, and for some reason I became very antisocial for quite a while.
We then slowly stopped talking, but I still love her.
I love her more than anything in this world, and I'm trying to talk to her, but It's just not the same thing anymore.
This song reminds me of her, and I start crying as fast as I hear it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tm7Xf9818FM [Embed]
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>>632825956
i kinda had the "same" situation from what you said, but back then i was stupid and decided to help
i just made a comment because people like her always come back when they need help and i find it sad
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Well first of all I'm 16 , i'm fat (126 kg) but atleast I look better then most people who are fat ( look like 90-100 kg good genes) , not ambitious. My (long distance) girlfriend of 2 years kills my will to live and ambition but can't break with her ( I never saw her irl even I'm fucked up) , average grades too nothing help me since I know how to do shit and feel like I know nothing. Introvert , but atleast have 2 true friends , broke , live in a country with no future and with my skills won't find a job
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>>632826041
> likes masturbating over sex
know that feel, /b/ro
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>>632826614
Sorry to say this, but you will get banned soon. Happened in this thread already
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>>632824567
wish i could be of advice anon, but im just another kissless faggot here. just wanna make you feel that you are not alone.
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>>632814877
You're welcome.
>>632811883
Also I got Panera.
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>>632826614
dude when i was 15 i was around 140kg, after 6 months in high school i started to go out with every day and in 5 months i dropped around 40kg easy
didnt even notice it, i still feel fat to this day because that stays with you forever
but im at 95kg now and im 192cm so its not bad
when you go to eat, put your normal portion and take 30-50% of it, start going out with a friend or two, do some sports or just walk around, get a bike and ride it around
hell if i did it with my fucked up lungs everybody can do it
also
if a relationship takes too much out of you and gives you nothing back its not a real relationship to begin with just end it
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>>632826608
yeah man. and if i help her now, she will come back. will see what happens tomorrow.
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>>632827885
thats how i ended back with my ex
still not sure if i regret it or not
too long of a story to write down now, maybe one day
this is the first day in 10 years i even wrote something, when i say that chick from my country talking about how she's crap i actually felt bad because i was in that same spot for too long
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>>632828498
goddamnit, anon. every bad fucking thing happens because of good heart. also, you never posted in ten years? whoa
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I'm still madly in love with my ex, she's moved on to a far better person and far better relationship, and I want her to be happy, and if know she's happier without me, but everyday I wish that she was still with me. I might treat her differently and I might not, but I just want her. Does that make me selfish?
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>>632809776
Actually people who come this conclusion aren't any better than religious fags because they are believing something they can't prove. The athiests answer to death is no easier to believe than the religious one. Some people who have died and been brought back have described it as a feeling of utter timeliness, drifting through consciousness or they don't remember dying at all. I think there was a special on this on the science channel, which had a theory that once a person dies their consciousness can actually still exist and become a greater network of signals existing in space. Interesting as fuck.
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>>632800338 (OP)
My life is depressing. Everyday is getting more and more dull. Things I used to enjoy aren't as fun, going out and doing things like getting drunk seem pointless to me, I crave solitude yet I want to be around people I care about.I am only 18, how am I supposed to live till 90? I am never truly happy. Maybe this is depression, maybe it is teenage angst. All I know it is my life. If I Kill myself now all I will do is sadden everyone who likes me. If I can endure this worthless thing called life I can make it enjoyable for others, As long as I know no one feels as worthless and as miserable as me I have to continue to live. Anyone else feel this way?
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>>632829469
this is actually the first day on this hellhole i ever posted yeah. never felt like posting before
been lurking and reading shit for ~10y more or less
and yeah its in my nature to help so even when i know its not going anywhere ill try to help people if i can
stupid? yes and i know it
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>>632807679
Dude i know how you feel....
I have maybe 6 friends and my whole class hates me because i tell them what i think . and im pretty smart but im jus lazy ass fuck so most people Think im dumb
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i used to be depressed for a couple years when i was younger, but somehow turned it around. i used to sit behind my pc not really doing anything for days, then i just went out and had fun with my friends, i learned to not give a fuck
a couple months later i was a truly happy motherfucker, i started smiling like an idiot sometimes for no apparent reason... life is still pretty good even tho i havent ever had a gf and i dont have a fuckton of friends
sometimes i wonder what the fuck happened that made me so happy in such a short amount of time
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I love her so much /b/. Will she ever take me?
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>>632830836
time will only tell man
I wish the best of luck for your love journey
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>>632830522
I've been moneyless for the past 8 months, surviving off handouts from friends and the family that don't hate me or are in jail. I need a job so badly so I can move out of this one bedroom flat that is being shared by 3 people but lack the confidence in interviews (my front tooth is fucked, makes me afraid to talk tbh) I live off £2 once every 3 days and today was the first day that I cried since I was 14. It became too overwhelming.
Please give me your secret, I need to get out of this situation before I actually kill myself due to it being unsustainable
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>>632830138
glad that i made you feel man, but please try to live a happier life. im exactly like that but nowadays i just tell myself to fuckoff and mind my own business. help but don't make them use you. please.
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>>632807679
Man, this is exactly the story of my life. I even got the J in my name, this give the chills.
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>>632811616
Have you watched Gurren Laggan?
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Get the fuck in here, some /b/ idiot just donated $2000 and she's going to cut her nipple on cam.
need like 12 more /b/ros in here..
http://freelivestreaming.me/channel/theemilygrey
Stream: TheEmilyGrey
-IF IT ASKS YOU TO JOIN JUST LEAVE THE EMAIL BLANK SO YOU CAN JOIN CHAT INSTANTLY (NO VERIFICATOIN BULLSHIT)
GET THE FUCK IN HERE (Someone record it also)
http://freelivestreaming.me/channel/theemilygrey
Stream: TheEmilyGrey
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>>632803101
i know that feel mate
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>>632800338 (OP)
I dated a girl, I fucked up. I was too harsh, and its all my fault. Pic related. I cry myself to sleep some nights.
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>>632831650
dont worry
its just that whole situation and how people you had a great deal of respect for disappoint you
when someone becomes the thing they hated and talked like shit about for years
the person you knew is gone and there nothing you can do about it
but i dont worry about it too much
ill find another quiet, shy and weird girl i can spend my time with sooner or later
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I just have that feeling she doesn't love me anymore. i have enough friends and family that I know care about me, but she truly makes me happy. honestly she's the reason why I'm still alive. but I just know deep down she doesn't love me, and I'm just too afraid to ask because I'm afraid of ruining anything. I just don't want to lose her /b/
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Thanks, /b/, for making me feel better. please post more feels pics.
>not op
>just a random sad anon.
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i was suffering from depression about 3 years ago, i dont remember when exactly it started i only know it did after i left high school. i had terrible grades and felt like i had no real friends tho i insisted in playing it cool around my so called friends, what i did, i used to brag about being rich (i never was) and i treated everyone like shit cause i wanted to appear superior, i even used to say my family was rich as fuck and mostly they fell for it or so i thought, my friends did the same as well but i came to the late realization that many knew that i lived in some shitty apartments and none of what i said was true. not only this but i actually dressed like a rich clown and all so very people outside my droogs liked me, i wanted to think i was drawing a line to be respected or something. so after i left school and knew everyone knew the truth and everyone disliked me i went all humble and shit, i even was becoming what used to be called a hipster when it was mostly about folk and trees, i still had no friends except for one thats always been around and tolerates my shit. thats when i started checking out this site and i got quite involved. anyway the thing is i went through the process of loneliness and prozac. then after a while i started seeing this group of old "friends" from the school i left for house parties (with 6 people) and it seemed tho they knew everything, that they wanted me in a way cause we got well along before. this particular set of friends continued to study in different places so everyone had a particular set of friends of their own apart from this group, as the reunions took place it was more evident to all of us that we all had some issues that we made public at these ocasions.
time passed and its only been a month since i signed up for a new school and just have no idea how to socialize, ive never been good at it i actually just wait until someone speaks to me, if not, i dont say a word to anyone. the point being that i feel lonely still
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>>632832896
the sooner the better
take it from a guy who was lied to for over 4 months and cheated on
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>>632831588
i dont have a lot of experience in the work field, but i do have really fucked up teeth. over here its pretty normal to get braces around the age of like 13 but my teeth are so far apart that they wont help, atm i have all my wisdom teeth and theres still a fuckton of space between my teeth. Just try to ignore that, youre a person who isnt perfect just like anybody else.
secondly, keep trying dont give up on the interviews, as i said i dont have a lot of experience with this but keep trying you will get a job eventually im sure, just dont. give. up.
some people get into shitty situations even though they deserve the oposite. just keep going at it, it can only get better
finally, hang out with your friends and have fun in general. back when i changed i was really young so i did stupid shit like annoying elder people. that seems really dumb now, but it resulted in lots of fun with my friends
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>>632833093
also i dont have a gf which sometimes i think would provide of emotional support, i come home after school and i dont know what to do at all, not even on tinder do i succeed to get laid, ive only had sex tiwce this year
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>>632831941
nope, not really into anime and series in general
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>>632832539
exactly man. the girl i loved turned into something that i won't respect. she's long gone.
i wish you the best from the deepest part of my fucking heart. i dont think i've ever wanted somebody to be more happy than i want you to be.
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>>632833093
im the same when it comes to socializing, i have no idea what to talk about to people and always wait untill they start talking to me
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>>632829933
Sounds like the early stages of depression, specifically something called dysthmia. You should look it up. It starts with chronic boredom. I've had it, same shit happened to me. Teenage angst has nothing to do with it, most of that is a load of shit, being bored isn't a part of that, it has more to do with an inability to control ones emotions not chronic boredom. This emotional thing can be partially exemplified by what you just did now. Exaggeration in order to either justify feelings of worthlessness or in order to gain attention. That's a teen thing. The feelings aren't.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7cGzJ_L_aK0 [Embed]
listen to this guys, helps you get into the mood
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i wish everyone that posted in this thread the best of luck. no one deserves to be sad
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>>632835247
same.
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Get ready to feel
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>>632835514
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why, >>632813088 ?
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>>632833869
and mine turned into something she didnt respect, she hated it and you have nothing to let go because the person you knew is not here anymore
thank you, and i wish you best of luck
and to all of you guys keep your head up one day you will find something
also a quick tip for guys and girls
if you think that you're not wanted and nobody will love you think about changing where you look.
like when girls say guys dont notice them. well maybe dont focus on assholes that date girls with half a chicken brain.
i bet there are some awkward guys who will never make a move on them because they always get rejected and feel like nobody will say yes.
just dont focus on the wrong group thats all
and dont be afraid to make a move, better to get a big hell no than to keep asking yourself what if i asked, guys and girls. no need to wait for the other to make the first move because some people are too afraid to do it first
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>>632835514
If only I had an attention span.
Tldr anyone?
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>>632803276
how old are you?
I switched from graphic design to mech engineering after doing gd school for 2 years and Im 20. What's the hardest part about ME?
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>>632835621
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>>632800338 (OP)
I was on the pushup thread and I rolled an 85.
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>>632835621
Meh, it sort of loses its effect when its already on a feels thread.
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>>632835621
the.feels.we need a new thread like this... Thank you so much Anon!
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When I was 16 my father died of a massive heart attack, the last conversation with the only person in my life who ever cared about me was me telling him to go fuck himself and slamming a door in his face. By the time I was 21 guilt and deppression had drove me to putting any kind of drug in my body that could give me even a moment of relief. By 23 I had gone from eagle scout/honor student to full blown heroin addict. The only thing in my life that brought me anything resembling happiness was the moment the needle hit my veins and all the white hot pain inside me turned to a warm brown blanket that enveloped every fiber of my being. I'm at the point in my life now where the one thing that is keeping me from eating is bullet is simultaneously killing me from the inside out.
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>>632836334
Dude, the gains tho.
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After I finished highschool i've become unhappy and this feeling of emptiness is becoming the only thing I think about lately. How do I fix it, why do I feel like when I have everything I need/want etc. I went to a councillor at my university to talk about it and she said that based on what I told her that I had depression. She asked if I wanted to see a doctor for a prescription- I said yes, but eventually I cancelled the appointment because I felt like I could fix it myself. That was about a year ago and I still have this feeling on a daily basis. I'm really starting to get frustrated and i'm almost obsessing over why I feel so empty all day everyday. I dont know what i'm gonna do.
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>>632837069
How's you try to fix it and what form of depression did she diagnose you with?
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the last "i love you" in her whispering voice constantly replaying in my head destroys my heart and brings me to the verge of tears every time.
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>>632813371
As if cola is sold in glass bottles anymore...
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>>632837640
i actually saw glass coca cola bottles in the store a couple days ago...
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>>632837562
dammit anon
I was just getting over her too
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>>632806924
My nigguh.
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>>632837640
It is at like gas stations and convenience stores
>TXfag here
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>>632800776
If you've ever been in therapy this will hit you hard
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gR_4bXDDmVA [Embed]
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I am 21 years old and there's 27 empty bottles of barcardi 151 collected in my bathroom. There's around a dozen more scattered in the 3 feet of garbage that lay on my bedroom floor. I have not left my property in over 2 years. This landfill of garbage and liquor bottles, it is where I will die. I'll be sure to stream it for you guys.
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>>632837316
I started going to the gym, spending more time with friends, and limiting my time on the computer. I can say now that none of those things have really helped in the long run as I still feel like I did before I tried making those "improvements". Now I mostly stay inside and go to work for the summer- I havent seen my friends in weeks mostly because I choose to stay inside. The councillor never diagnosed me with a form of depression but gave me a bunch of useless pamphlets about depression and some ways to fix it. I think if I ended up going to the doctor that she referred me to i'd be able to tell you what form I apparently have. I'm just stuck right now. I dont feel like going back and talking about it again after I cancelled last time and nothing else has worked so far.
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>>632800338 (OP)
I'm sitting here wondering if my life will ever go anywhere, like will I still be the lonely cunt that stays up till 4 in the morning watching a gaming tournament and posting on 4chan about how lonely I am?
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>>632837640
Well he might be a Mexifag, they still sell those things there
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>>632800338 (OP)
Finally got a job after months of being unemployed and broke for over a year
Friends mom is getting married
They insist I go and I have been dodging the answer for months now
Wedding is on saturday
Probably have to work and I can't just tell them I need saturday off, especially when there was over 20 people trying to get this job
Fuck I'd like to be blunt as fuck and spell it out for them but they treat me like an adopted son so I can't be rude and furthermore it feels like another damn obligation I'll end up giving into.
Any advice my /b/ros?
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>>632800338 (OP)
One of my friends is having a hard time and it is affecting me a lot. Damnit, he needs a hug; not me.
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